Last-night I cried for over half an hour, listening to One Direction. Why? Because i’e just had enough of everything. Fans meeting the boys… so many times, while i’m here in narnia. I go into town and see all these beautiful/pretty girls, which makes me even more self con-since and insecure. My father treating my brother like he’s nothing. And of how big One Direction are now (i’m sure some of you can relate to me) I know it’s best for them and their career to become famous world wide. call me selfish - i don’t want them to become any bigger than they are now. and it hurts me to say that, i would change it if i could. but i guess it’s just what i’m thinking atm. new fans = directionator drama. a fan’s, a fan. we can’t change that. i just guess i’m not ready for them to be this famous yet. it’s all gone way to fast. they have grown up so much, and i’m really proud of them. so pretty much, i’m not in the best place atm :/ if anyone can relate or wants to talk - ‘Ask Me’. would like someone to talk to…